10 People.

I did this on my old blog.

It was a ten day thing.

I'm only choosing to do day 10.

because I like it.

 

Here is it.

10 things that I want to say to 10 different people, right now!

 

1. I forgive you. I hold no anger, resentment, or bitterness towards you at all.

 

2. I'm so glad I met you, you helped me realize so much

and empowered me with knowledge that helped me move on in life.

I thought I was broken, I thought I was stuck in life,

you showed me that wasn't the case.

 

3. I miss you. I miss our friendship. I miss your kids.

I miss hanging out. I miss stupid random texts.

I miss zumba and zumba after parties.

I miss talking most of all.

I miss you.

 

4. I love you. I love you. I love you.

 

 

5. I didn't talk to you for a long time. I'm still uncertain if I want to.

Part of me says it feels good.

 

6. I want nothing more than for you to find him.

I want that giddy feeling for you.

I want you to enjoy being wanted.

 

7. I hope he will be able to see the basket of crazy that you are.

 

8. You make a great sister, and my life would suck without you.

 

9. I know you're concened about me and the choices or lack of choices that I make in my life.

It's your job to worry, it means you care.

And although I struggle and I slip up a lot.

I want you to know that I got this.

I'm an adult, let me screw around and fiddle with things until I figure it out.

I won't learn if I don't occasionally fail.

I don't blindly make decision, I consider everything.

 

10. My heart is breaking so bad for you right now.

I see the pain all over your face with I look at you.

I can't even imagine how empty you feel without him.

I hope the ache will ease with time, because your smile is beautiful and the world needs to see it.

Back to school.

Can I just say...WHAT??

I have a kindergartener?!?

WHAT?

How did he get from this?

to this??

It amazes me daily how fast children grow and how much they change.

I always wondered when he was a baby,

what's he going to be like when he's 5?

what kind of personality will he have?

what will he look like as he grows?

I couldn't have predicted something so amazing.

I love this kid more than I could have ever imagined.

He drives me crazy...absolutely crazy

and I have days, where I question how we both made it out alive.

He's so busy and his curious little brain encouranges him to cause so much trouble.

But at the end of the day..when I see

this...

I'm overcome with love and I can face another day.

 

I'm so happy school has started back up.

Joseph goes to Providence and in my opinion it's the best school ever.

He thrives while he's there.

It gives me time at the gym without worrying about finding a sitter.

It gives us both time to learn and grow.

I only have one big beef with school.

I firmly believe that you should never wake babies or children up

and well sadly I have to do it.

 It's no fair to have to drag him from his blissful slumber.

And no fair to me that I have to sacrafice quiet moments.

Kids are the sweetest while they sleep, aren't they?

 

Pretty much all of the pictures you're seeing are from my iphone. I am a photographer,

I really need to get my real camera out.

I have plans of doing a back to school shoot of him but I have yet to get on that.

If you followed my old blog, you'll know that I LOVE comparison pics..LOVE THEM!

So I do them often.

Here is last year beginning of the school year

 

 And now this year.

 

So excited to see how much he learns and grows this year!!!